Hi Jonathon,
Well this is certainly an interesting proposition. I'm not sure where to begin or what to say. Ok here goes, hope it doesn't matter how long it is or how cohesive;D
Four years ago I opened a new business called "Fit For Teens" it was an actually physical business. I opened Fit For Teens hoping that I could help overweight teenagers get in shape and also help them to build up self-esteem and to just feel better about themselves. I did this by refinancing my house, yet again. (Yup I'm one of those people who's house is upside down now

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I knew absolutely nothing about the internet at that point, I had my ex step-daughter build me a simple website, with basic information on it. I somehow recognized that I should have a website.
Well unfortunately my little venture was destined to failure (i quickly figured out that teens are not all that motivated, big shocker there huh?) and after a few short months I was forced to shut down. However before I shut down I ended up going to Ryan Lee's Fitness Bootcamp weekend seminar. I got totally blown away while I was there, because the very last speaker at the event was a woman named Susan Hill. She had been a fitness instructor and had somehow learned how to build a membership site. The membership site was a membership for golfers and had over 11,000 members after only a little over a year and she got paid $10 per month per member. I was truly inspired and I went home and thought that's what I want to do. I want to be Susan Hill. If she can do this, then why not me? Her name is Susan and she is the same age as me. Must be a sign!
So after I got back home I started checking out different things online that I had no idea even existed before the seminar and came across Google Cash, which I bought (but I couldn't wrap my head around it), then I found Butterfly Marketing, bought that too, then it was one guru after another. I've spent thousands of $$ and I continue to spend a lot of money every month, that frankly I really can't afford to keep doing. But I love internet marketing. I want to make my living online. I want to make a good living online. I've been living paycheck to paycheck for my entire life. I have no savings, I have no retirement. blah blah blah, I'm like a million other people.
Fast forward 4 years and it's still what I want to do, but somehow I keep missing the mark. Life keeps getting in the way. I've been working as a nanny (can't seem to get away from kids, I'm a single Mom of 4) for the last 2 and a half years. (I'm 52, way too old to be doing that kind of work lol.) My stress level is through the roof, even though I adore the kids I take care of, it's so exhausting I can't even describe it to you. My mother lives with me and had breast cancer 2 years ago, plus diabetes, copd and dementia. Not a fun time taking care of her, much as I love her. I could go on about this and all the other ways that I'm having issues, but what's the point. I'm sure you get the picture.
One of my biggest problems online is I have computer ADD. I think that this is a "real" disease and needs to be recognized! I get so sidetracked all the time, that it's ridiculous. However even with the computer ADD, I now know a lot about internet marketing. I know a huge amount about SEO, some of it thanks to you Mr. Ledger. I've taught myself so much stuff and I've accumulated all of this info in my head, but somehow I can never translate it into money. I have almost made it to the $100 mark with Google Adsense, yeah! Of course it's been close to two years, since I started making pennies with adsense. lol But it's starting to pick up and this month it may reach close to $20 for the month, amazing. So I'm going to give myself a pat on the back for that!
Recently I decided that if nothing else then I could certainly start my own little SEO company and help local businesses. So I got me some new business cards, set up a website, joined a networking group and realized that I'm going to have to go out and solicit businesses. Oh man what have I gotten myself into? I do not want to do this. It terrifies me. I get all tongue tied when I have to talk to new people and my self-esteem drops down to somewhere near my feet. I'm going to have to make myself do this and get out of my comfort zone. Which of course will not be a bad thing. But I still don't want to do it. But I know that I'm an expert in SEO and I can do this. I chant this to myself a lot.
The truth of the matter is I don't deserve this any more or any less than anyone else. I'm sure there are people with worse situations than mine and ones with better situations. I'm just trying to do the best I can and I would love the chance to win this opportunity that you Jonathan Ledger are so graciously offering.
I have been a fan of yours for a couple of years and have bought several pieces of software from you. I've done a lot of lurking on your blog, I don't like to write stuff all that much or make comments very often.
Did I also mention that I have ADD when it comes to writing? I'm terrible at writing, which has been a big hindrance and I'm sure that you can tell this after reading my post. Hope it wasn't too painful to follow.
Honestly I would be truly grateful to win this. I keep trying the lottery, but for some odd reason haven't had much luck yet. You're my best hope. Hey but no pressure and no hard feelings either way, I'll still lurk even if I don't win

Thanks,
Susan
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